What is in me, to come and seek you God? Why do I come to you, almost every day to you?

Is it to seek Your will? Because Jesus wants us to bring up disciples? Why do I go and read my devotional every day?

I am just trying to comprehend WHY I seek your will.

It is because You game me LIFE. You gave me understanding. You made a way for me to learn how to live life according to your ways. 

I should not live on my own authority. Or understanding. Or reason. For I have tried. I have caused destruction under my own hands, just as people has caused destruction in this world. For You bring LIFE not destruction. You give love, not despair. Though You give and take away, we are in your favor. You strengthen, not weaken. You uplift, not put down... those that are in accord with You.

I seek more of Your will in me and I pray that I recognize Your call, Your instruction, Your words, Your way of handling situations. Amen