I am different this time

I am different this time 

I am different this time (let me soak this in a while).

I am different, w/ more patience, maybe more understanding (not sure of what at this time), but I am different. 

Something inside of me is more solidified, more solidified in Christ.

Where do I stand on ... what used to be earthly desires, revenge, wanting to strike back for the wrong that has been caused. I find myself praying for my enemies!!!

God is tethering to me is some way. As if I am going to... like my cup is about to over flow. When I spend quiet time w/ Him, like now, it seems like He is building me up inside and that maybe I will super-nova at His perfect timing.

Todays devotional means so much to me, knowing how God is guiding me along.

Living By Faith (Charles Stanley's Daily Devotional)

READ | Romans 1:16-17

In Scripture, we read that strong faith is essential for facing life’s uncertainties. It prompts us to look beyond our trials to the One who’s promised to guide and sustain us.

As trust in the Lord increases, obedience becomes a higher priority than pleasure or profit. Moses’ life illustrates this—he chose to forsake the advantage of Egyptian royalty in order to be identified with God’s people. Placing his future in the Almighty’s hands, he became the Israelites’ leader and gave precedence to the Lord’s interests over his own.

As devotion deepens, a second outcome is spiritual discernment—believers develop an ability to look beyond the external appearance to see things as God does. The attractiveness of sin will decrease, and its offer of satisfaction will be recognized as false. At the same time, eternal matters will become more valuable to us. Moses left his livelihood of 40 years to become God’s appointed leader. Pursuing the Lord’s plan became more important than anything else in his life. Despite his misgivings and sense of inadequacy, he placed trust in his heavenly Father.

Finally, a growing faith will not permit misunderstandings and criticisms to deter us from pursuing God’s plan. The Hebrew slaves didn’t make it easy for Moses to lead, but his beliefs enabled him to move forward.

The Hebrew leader’s faith became the defining quality of his life. The Lord wants the same to be true of you. By trusting God deeply, you, like Moses, will be able to meet each day’s challenges with courage and determination.