Patiently waiting, but with faith?

How hard is it for me to trust in God, to be my provider. To provide a job for me. Thoughts constantly come into my mind that my job history is a detriment to my prospective employer. 

It just is very hard looking for work. I think that there are jobs available, but I haven't even gotten an interview.

It is humanly hard and demoralizing, waiting for an employment opportunity. Then I think if I have enough faith in myself to wait for God. I think that He could be testing my patience in Him.

These are just mere thoughts, and I thought that I would just jot them down. I love my God and I look forward to the day that I can glorify Him.