Surrender my pride to the cross

One problem that I have is living on earth and living in the sight of God. I am at the point that life of the earth continues to expose problems. In that, what I mean is that God is showing me my reactions on how I deal with situations. I continue discerning my actions, that I can identify and God will tell me how to correct them. Therefore walk in His righteousness, which is having patience, correcting the opposition with gentleness, applying what I have learned in my daily devotional. 

I have had a tendency to react with a defensive pride, to cause destruction and strife. It is said that what ever is in the heart will come out of the mouth, and God is revealing to me what is in my heart. But, being handcuffed by His teachings, He is guiding me in His righteousness. 

What a relief it is to look to God in my problems that I have living on this earth. The next thing that I gotta do is make right all that I have made wrong. To admit my wrong-doing to those I have trespassed. There is other scripture that I can meditate on, that I can apply to my daily life, so I can respond according to the way that God wants us to.